Slowthai - "TYRON" (2021)

 

Slowthai burst onto the scene a couple of years ago with his manic, DIY and punk style of grime and hip hop. He leaned into his background, growing up on the council estates of Northampton, to create this persona of a wild, unpredictable, standoffish kid of the streets; but paired it up with incredibly poignant and powerful socially and politically conscious lyrics. This made his debut record really stand out against the usual grime bluster and posturing. Fast forward two years, where Slowthai got 'cancelled' for being drunk, inappropriate towards the host Katherine Ryan, and starting fights at an awards ceremony; immediately before a global pandemic locked him inside, forcing him to reflect on himself, his persona, and his actions. What results is TYRON, a 35 minute record where Slowthai separates his manic and aggressive, and thoughtful and emotional sides onto two distinct halves.

While I understand the artistic motivations behind this, it does mean the record runs more like two very separate EPs rather than one cohesive listen. The tracks are also short, some so short that they feel like vignettes or motifs rather than a complete song. This mainly affects the first, more aggressive half, which could've done with a bit more depth as the disassociation of Slowthai's emotions leaves this half feeling a bit lightweight, despite how hard hitting and in-your-face it sounds to the ear. This side feels very much like Slowthai playing into his leery-lad character, acting like he owns the place and doesn't care about people's opinions and criticisms. You can tell it's supposed to be a bit tongue in cheek, but there isn't much beyond that for the entire half. CANCELLED is literally about being 'too big to be cancelled'. Both that track and MAZZA have really kinetic and propulsive beats, and Slowthai's performance on both is inflected and charismatic. Skepta's feature on CANCELLED is fairly run of the mill but the beat and Slowthai carry the song. The side as a whole has a punky, trap flair which makes it very listenable despite not every track standing out.

The second half is where the record really shines. Slowthai shows much more of his emotions and vulnerability, against some really lush and detailed instrumentation. i tried opens up this half with a jazzy and low-key beat, which Tyron raps detailed and heavy lyrics dealing with his torn identity adn imposter syndrome, feeling that he's only famous for his manic antics rather than the quality of his work. The intro of the track literally states that 'I tried to die', like he feels that much of an imposter that he's contemplating suicide. Following this is focus, which focuses on the themes of mindfulness and self-improvement. This is backed by a stripped back trap beat and a simple bass riff, giving it a really relaxed vibe.

The record ends on its best run, nhs into feel away, then adhd. nhs is such a bittersweet tune, as Slowthai lists off good and bad opposites in life; reminding us and himself that bad things happen in life, and you've got to acknowledge that or you'll never enjoy the good parts. The track is built on this pitched up vocal loop which also acts as the hook and combined with the lush piano notes makes it sound very sweet and refreshed. feel away is the most overtly soulful song on the record, thanks to James Blake's smooth croon on the hook. The track is revolves around a crumbled relationship, but references to pregnancy and car accidents make it feel far more traumatic and catastrophic. The chopped up, reverb-y piano sample adds to the haunting nature of the song. adhd has a more prominent drum beat, and Slowthai's rapping is much less enigmatic and more monotone, sounding almost defeated. The track is about him growing up with adhd and how people didn't really understand how it affected him or understood him. It's a very downer note for the record to end on, but fits with the record's themes as whole, that Tyron is still working out who he is and how he feels.

Some of TYRON is fantastic, introspective and engaging hip hop; but it still doesn't feel like Slowthai has reached is full potential yet. The distillation and segmentation of his different moods leaves the record feeling a bit choppy; and out of the heavier, more manic tracks, nothing bangs as hard as Doorman or gets as lyrically heavy as Northampton's Child from the first record. I am really looking forward to what he does next, because an entire record similar to the second half of TYRON could be really up my street.

Top Tracks: CANCELLED, MAZZA, i tried, focus, nhs, feel away, adhd

7/10

Phoebe Bridgers - "Punisher" (2020)

I know next to nothing about the indie folk scene, with my only experience with the genre being listening to Neutral Milk Hotel's In the Aeroplane over the Sea once several years ago and not really getting it. However, Punisher kept cropping up high on loads of publications year end lists, and combined with the gorgeous cover art and seeing a friend listening to it on Spotify, I was intrigued enough to pop it on over Christmas. It's such a deep yet gentle record that it has been in my heavy rotation ever since, and I'm slowly sinking into its atmosphere and themes with every additional listen.

On the first few listens I was instantly gravitated to Bridgers' personal and introspective lyrics, that are jammed packed with evocative imagery mixing the mundane everyday with elements of morbidity, the supernatural, sci-fi and spirituality. This imagery is supported by really gentle but intricate folk instrumentation that's been produced in a washed out, ephemeral way that makes the record sound like a lucid summer daydream where time feels warped and reality feels blurred and smudgy (much like 2020 as a year). I wasn't as initially hot on the production of the record as I listened at home on my laptop speaker, as I thought it made the songs lose some of their individuality that was provided by the songwriting; but as I came back to uni and listened through a better speaker I realised that it sounds beautiful and actually a crucial element to the emotional intensity of these songs. It makes the slightest increase of clarity and intensity in the instrumentals feel so much more overwhelming. A great example of this is Halloween, a really haunting ballad where low rumbling drums pop in about half way through and just add so much tension to the track despite them being actually very gentle and restrained.

A few of the tracks include elements of chamber folk and chamber pop, making them easily the most uplifting and uptempo of the tracklist. The single Kyoto is this really cute indie rock tune where Phoebe opens singing about her day off from touring in the city, where she uses the idea of payphones being outdated to launch the track into her tumultuous relationship with her father. The track so effectively conveys the complexity of their relationship, flitting between emotions and scenarios. On the chorus she sings "I'm gonna kill you, if you don't beat me to it" backed by triumphant and grandiose horns, which provides a real emotional dissonance but also a sense of bitter-sweetness and joy and makes it effortlessly replay-able and enjoyable. ICU is similarly emotionally dissonant with an upbeat, uptempo swell to it, and on first listen it sounds like a cute love song about an imperfect messy relationship, yet the song is actually about a break-up where Phoebe continued to see this person all the time afterwards, with the title being a play on 'I See You' and intensive care units (ICUs).

The only other overtly loud and dramatic track is the closer I Know The End. The track is in essentially two parts, the first being one of the most soothing and gentle moments of the record. The tones are warm and Phoebe's vocals feel very tired and sleepy, and alongside the dislocated lyrics reflecting the mental confusion of global touring, it sounds like the record is winding down. However, towards the end of this section you can feel the intensity growing, before the track switches - Phoebe wakes up, blaring triumphant horns crash in and the lyrics become more anthemic as backing vocals come in. The track then starts to descend into madness as the horns become more and more dissonant and Bridger starts to wail and scream. It's such a contrast to the rest of the record and leaves a lasting impression that makes you just want to put it straight back on.

The rest of the record is comprised of very gentle, cerebral tracks which feel like they're slowly seeping into my bones. The record opens with the sinister and atmospheric DVD Menu which leads into the first proper track, Garden Song. The instrumental on the song is so watery and murky, with the only clear elements being Bridger's vocals and the plucked lead guitar. The track describes this garden that Bridger's explores as she introspects about herself and others. Halloween is one of my very favourites on the album, as Phoebe begins the song discussing how she hated living by a hospital with some really morbid imagery delivered in a semi-creepy deadpan way. The track then moves on to the idea of Halloween and costumes as something that she can hide behind like she feels the need to in her relationships. The instrumentation of the track is linear, starting with just an eerie plucked guitar before gradually building to its subtle crescendo. Chinese Satellite similarly has an entire verse dedicated to how Phoebe would go to the extremes of joining an evangelical church and picketing in the streets just to see this person, who has passed away, again. Savior Complex takes a more sarcastic approach to the themes of failing relationships. "I'm too tired, to have a pissing contest" she sings in the chorus. The sweet acoustic instrumentation and Phoebe's sincere vocals really compliment some of the more aggressive lines in this track.

Punisher is such a quality album with so much depth and subtlety to both the instrumentals and the lyrics and themes. It continues to grow on me with every listen, and feels so cathartic to listen all the way through. 

Top Tracks: DVD Menu, Garden Song, Kyoto, Halloween, Chinese Satellite, Savior Complex, ICU, I Know The End

9/10